chouchoot: (Default)
saving me from summer:
-newman's own all natural lemonade
-homemade guacamole (i'm so good at it, kids)
-window fans at night
-root beer floats
-ice cream in general
-late night bike rides
-waiting out 9:30pm
-random order's drink menu
-egg salad sammiches
-soda (i know, i know)
-cold water bath soaks, with books
-public transit where the AC is working
-frozen bottles of water and/or ice
-sixty degree nights like last night
chouchoot: (ferris wheel)
for a few hours there, i thought i had DeathFlu2009. amazingly, an apple cider vinegar + sea salt gargle seems to have...derailed it. i'm still slightly icky (kind of allergy-attack mode?), but i'm not the mess i was monday morning at the office. lord.

which brings me to the related "health" confession that i've been eating vegan (and no sweets, which is the harder of the two) since returning from san franny. i had gotten out of hand (two desserts a day, generally, not counting an oft-sweet brekkie) with that and the cheese, so it was time for a reset. there have been no difficulties in the foods, but i think about sugar pretty much hourly (or worse): i awarded myself a steady stock of creme soda, tea, and diet dr. pepper to get me through this tough time.

i have a running list of updates to make, but no ability to concentrate on them currently. i think my lj got kind of boring after sundance.
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sipping chai latte with soy milk (and it is impressively good), a coffee shop on 2nd ave and jackson in seattle is playing cocorosie. it's pretty much the world's most beautiful weather outside--cold-crispy, bold and beautifully colored with a blue sky. there might even be sun, a lazy radiant being that hasn't gotten out of pajamas yet.

there is a woman in here with the sexiest and most impressive boots i've ever seen.
gotta love seattle.

vancouver-bound.
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it's been about 2 months since i've found diet dr. pepper berries n' creme in local stores here. it's been OK, seeing as i gave up soda for a portion of that time, and am agreeable to drinking regular ol' diet dr. pepper.

today, a little bit of interweb research leads me to believe my favorite beverage of all time has been discontinued...chiefly, the fact it is not on the products list of the dr. pepper website.

so, my friends, check your stores. if you can still find any on the shelves, i suggest buying them and cherishing them; if you're not of this disposition, my address is available (i'll pay S&H of course). and i'm not kidding: like any true addict, all i can think of is having just one more...

spoils

Jan. 25th, 2008 05:49 pm
chouchoot: (tragedy)
today i'm buried under a ton of freelancing work, and thus working (+12 hours) from home. james had off work today, and declared today a day of spoiling me. so far, this has consisted of:

-cold weather snugglin' (it's been really cold!)
-two amazing meals (omelet for breakfast, veggie philly cheese steaks)
-picking up a 12-pack of diet dr. pepper (my first soda since new year's: "reset" is over!)
-doing all the household chores (from finally unpacking the music room to laundry/kitchen/dishes)
-reading to me excerpts from beautiful losers, one of my favorite books (which was actually funnier/sillier than it should have been, but this is james we're talking about)
-downloading me loads of 50's and 50's songs for my listening/DJing delight

not a bad day at all.
chouchoot: (eurotrash)
i found 12-packs of diet dr. pepper berries & creme within walking distance of the house.
as if it weren't official before now, i can positively say that i'm home.
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tea addicts: did you know you can use water and salt to clean away persistent tea stains? just wet the mug/glass slightly then apply salt (generously seems to work best, think: comet/ajax), scrub, and viola!

i'm impressed because i had 2 mugs i was pretty much ready to throw-out, they were so tea-stained.
(and yes, this is what i'm doing on a saturday night. wanna fight?)
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in 10 days we will be in london!

and while i'm aloft in this excitement, of the planning and the anticipation, i am also:
-going to ATLANTA to see the arcade fire (may)!
-scheming on getting to NYC the last week of april to see jarvy.
-scheming on (depending on the above) seeing regina spektor in savannah mid-april.
-still hoping to end up in montreal sometime this calendar year.
-8 days, caffeine-free. and the verdict is: caffeine makes stress worse/harder...life's been pretty OK without it.
-very, very happy.

i'm back.

Aug. 10th, 2006 04:34 pm
chouchoot: (tragedy)
same habit, new skin.


i'm so glad i never took up smoking. i clearly have an addictive personality, i just need to learn to embrace it.
chouchoot: (tragedy)
i have returned from atlanta to orlando. these 48 hours feel like far less, because of how many of them i spent awake, and disoriented my sleeping was upon my return. i may be getting too old for this kind of thing, but that won't keep me from trying.

so, tuesday i woke at the tragic hour of 5am. we got on the road by about 6am, and other than the few hours between gainesville and the georgia border, i drove almost the entire way there and back (sara, though younger than me, was a sleepy little sister). we arrived in HOTlanta after noon, and our first order of business was to explore the world of coca-cola. there, i felt shame to have abandoned my addiction. i mean, after all, this brain tonic is specific for headache, relieves mental & physical exhaustion; how can i deny thee? the world of coke museum was okay, but maybe a little disappointing, seeing as it was mostly rooms full of vintage advertisements and not really a factory like i had hoped. even the sampling rooms left a little to be desired (sure all-you-can-drink coke is a blessing)--epcot had the same (if not more) of the "foreign" soda samples last time i went.

afterwards, i called micah, and we made our way to little 5 points. sara and i bumped into some orlando-friends outside of junkman's daughter. we then did a quick bit of shopping, met up with micah and his friends (members of his jazz band and coworkers, but all in all a very eclectic group who thought it was "hot" that us young ladies liked waits), got some vegetarian/mexican, and finally ended up at micah's apartment for the tom-waits-tour-caravan: 6 people crammed inside of a car, sara in my lap, bound for the tabernacle (a converted african-church-turned-fantastic-venue in downtown atlanta).

we arrived at the venue around 5pm. we had heard, through rumors that swept through atlanta, that the line was insanely long, that there was high security, that you were escorted in and never given a ticket, etc. like everyone else, we had anxiety that perhaps our tickets didn't go through on ticketmaster that fateful day; i was delighted when, after just 30 minutes of queue-waiting, we were called alphabetically and handed our tickets. sara and i made our way into the tabernacle, waiting for the other shoe to drop. we later met up with our group--and asked why everyone was looking up towards the stairs, not at the (empty) stage where sara and i had strategically placed ourselves. "because this is the cotton club, the venue is through another set of doors," micah replied. the place was huge.

we finally got in and situated very near the stage, far left. we were essentially two "rows" deep, so much so that when tom waits finally came on stage, we were close enough to hear his finger-snapping. but i'm getting ahead of myself. we continued to wait for waits (!) inside, arm-to-arm with many eccentric mustache-men and music geeks (it was said, by one of the guys we were there with, that the crowd actually contained characters from some fictitious choose your own adventure book, where you can see what type of music nerd you will become in your future). there, suddenly, i felt very ignorant about music, as though i was there as a tourist, having heard a waits song in a movie and thinking he'd be "funky" to see live: it was that kind of crowd.

another few passed. waits was still nowhere to be seen (though we were close enough to spot the youngest waits kid offstage, waiting for dad). a man came out to make an announcement, that there was still a line around the building (! at 8:30!), and they wanted to get everybody in. at this point, i was just exhausted...from the drive, from standing, from the heat. it wasn't for another hour that tom finally came out, but when he did, i forgot all about the temperature and the pain.

...first off, the set was full of musical instruments of all kinds: drum-set far left (by us; waits' other son played them for the show) with a wooden marching drum connected, keyboards, a baby grand piano, several guitars, upright bass, some strange percussion instruments, etc. the center-piece was a collection of old phonograph horns (only cloth), which never were used but looked pretty fantastic. waits came out, entering through the tall back-curtain of the stage, where the footlights projected his mammoth shadow against the fabric--perfectly suited as the "backdrop" for the many strange positions he held while he sang. the band came out (larry taylor was noteworthy to the crowd but i don't know who he is), and so it began.

complete setlist beneath... )

suffice it to say there was a pretty good mix from all his LPs. two encores, lots off real gone (hoist that rag, make it rain, day after tomorrow, don't go into that barn, etc.), some new stuff (or stuff i wasn't familiar with), "house where nobody lived" solo on the piano, "get behind the mule," "blue valentine," and "november," to mention a few. we were really close, too--i could see his laugh lines, the way his bottom-row of teeth jutted out as his sang in total discoordination with the rest of his face, the sweat and spit that flew off of him as he moved. regretfully, tom didn't play anything i was hoping for, but it was worth the experience of seeing him nonetheless.

after the show micah was pretty trashed (not sure how literally to take his offer of my sister, him and i "getting a room"), but we had already planned to drive home that night instead of blowing $100 on a hotel so close to FL. we stopped at a grocery store for some caffeine and snacks, and got on the road near midnight. i promised to do the driving that involved navigation (or changing roads), and sara was supposed to do the "straight-shot" of i-75. by 2:00am, i knew i was too tired to continue, so sara started...and i quickly realized she, too, was not ok to drive. we pulled over at a rest stop, dozed for 30 minutes, then tried again; ended up pulling over one last time for about an hour, and after that i was good to drive for the rest of the trip while sara slept the whole way home. this should serve as my reminder to never rely on a second driver, and never bite off more more than i can drive myself, because people are, by and large, not the determined insomniac i am when it comes to road-trippin' (this used to happen with sasha, too, which was the worst when she had a manual/stick i couldn't drive). we arrived in orlando around 10am: 31 hours on 1 hour of sleep. after a shower and a bite to eat, i slept away the day yesterday (it's never enough), and am paying for it today.

fizz

Jun. 16th, 2006 03:15 pm
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my diet coke today is not a relapse, it's an exception.

i may--just may--have the self-control to have one here and there without starting up a habit. time will tell. what i have noticed (life without caffeine) is this: my mornings are rougher. it takes me about an extra hour to perk up. that said, once i'm awake, i'm good to go for the rest of the day...no conspiring to nap in bathrooms or cars, no toothpicks to eyelids.
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as of wednesday i was 2 weeks deep in my new reduced soda intake habit: down to one 12-oz. can a day. i used to practically double-fist my 6+ cans a day (of late). and that was actually a downgrade (!) from my old days of 2 DOUBLE GULPS a day (yep, 64 oz x 2; i don't know how i did it). so, it's been hard. i pretty much think about diet coke all/every morning, and when i finally have one (after lunch, perfectly mid-day) i savor it. i love it. yet i started noticing that the one soda was grossly filling--my tummy felt fuzzy inside and taunt on the outside. after one little soda? i guess somehow my body has now adjusted to one a day, and the fizz-and-fuzz bellyaches leave me not even finishing a whole can. cheers for progress. i guess...



yesterday (thursday) i spent the morning looking at caffeine and aspartame addictions, not realizing how i had taken on withdrawal symptoms. some symptoms i had dismissed as allergy-related (severe headaches, tiredness, muscle aches), but irritability struck the loudest chord: i've been, of late, a different person: the type of person who grumbles about bad drivers in parking lots, who rolls her eyes when she has to wait a minute, who huffs inadvertently at loved one's behaviors. none of these traits are anything like me, so their recent arrival has been quite a shock. they've been noticed by james the most, but even coworkers have commented on my "bad mood" or how i seem lost in my head. i've been crabby internally, sort of feeling like a crazy-person, but not understanding why i am having emotional reactions to rational things, why my thoughts are manic extremes. after reading countless articles, it seems only logical that i'm actually suffering from withdrawals.

thursday for lunch i went out with work clients, and ordered (of course) a soda...which was refilled three times, without me even thinking about it. 4 sodas, after 2 weeks with only 1 = worst headache of my life. last night i had trouble sleeping, troubled dreaming, and woke up once actually holding my head with my hands.

in struggling with my own addiction, i have a newfound understanding for smokers and addicts of all kinds. i wrestle with myself on this point: i don't know that i really even want to quit. how's that for ignorant! and moderation? i can only maintain it for so long, that i don't know if that's the answer either. do i want to be a clear, caffeine-free being? do i really want to know what aspartame/sweeteners really will do to the body over time? i don't know. and the reason i don't know, is because it tastes so good. and even worse, i think it's beautiful.

so now this morning the headache is still here. do i drink my soda with lunch, hoping to smooth those withdrawal symptoms with a little of what caused it to begin with? it's the logic behind drinking alcohol to cure a hangover, but everyone tells me it works. or do i bravely struggle with clarity, and moderation? it's such a hard call.
chouchoot: (klaus)
*hung out with [livejournal.com profile] youeatapples and harrison. walked lake eola.
*ate amazing curry-chicken indian food.
*purchased ani's knuckle down; not as good as i expected.
*watched vanity fair; ditto.
*visited james at the wine bar.
*pushed a stalled 90's volvo from aloma & dean to the first available parking lot at 4:45am. my whole life flashed before my eyes, but we survived.
*bike-rode to publix and bbv!

this weekend was my first week back at the bar in 3 weeks, which was okay. the new door girl is 6-months and a few "bar experiences" away from becoming a jaime. also: she asked me what the 13th month was, because she was unfamiliar with european date/format. i apologized to the poor guy whom she was trying to imply "made a typo on his fake ID." it's still really surreal there. things are so different. silas came out, and said he missed the place--i said "i do, too." it's not the same place at all. i miss the way things were so much. also, i miss drinking. we were smuggled up lemondrop shots at the end of the night and i swear i've never been so grateful for alcohol in my entire life.

overlap

Feb. 10th, 2003 10:00 am
chouchoot: (catface)
my morning was somberly jump-started by the image of a suv overturned and smashed off the ramp/exit i take to work every day. i'm very fearful of driving it: speed limit of 20 mph after going maybe 70mph on the interstate, plus a sharp curve on an incline. this morning was foggy, grey, and coated with a light rain. not counting this occurence, there were 3 accidents on my way to work.

which confirms that, in addition to scores of other things, floridians can't drive in "severe" weather. i have 10 years of louisiana showers under my belt: i'm a seasoned pro at the rainy day driving. now, [livejournal.com profile] wishingforrain: get me in ice and snow and i'd be completely useless.

this weekend was nice and relaxing. i am most proud of doing nothing. friday night i worked at southern. saturday day we lazed around the house...had yummy waffles for breakfast. i burned a few cds, and organized stuff for katie for our "swap." in the process i found a perdy silver necklace that i'm wearing today. [i never wear necklaces--not proper ones anyway--and i've noticed so many awesome pieces of jewelry on the women who work here. all very arty, very modern, but very classy. i'm aspiring to that. one day.]

saturday night sash and i worked southern. it was an enjoyable night overall: jaime was in good spirits, james bartended. it seemed fairly busy, and i think i made pretty good money.

i proudly *only* had 4 cans of diet coke on saturday--a small triumph--but i couldn't give it up entirely. [stupid me did a lil' research on friday about the side effects of aspartine, and was horrified to read the results. being the hypochondriac that i am, i resolved to give up soda ENTIRELY. but gimme about 10 hours, and i had already rationalized the addiction. so very sad.]

sunday we slept in very late, and didn't do much of anything. it was glorious! we did run a few errands, and bought some delightful goodies:
*dull-chrome nifty toast-r-oven [sash has been obsessing over for weeks now]
*tan bellbottom cords [i'm in love!]
*black funky hot topic shoes

sunday i only had 1 super size diet coke from mcD's. again, i feel triumphant.

sunday evening we played around with the BACK TO THE FUTURE dvd, watching outtakes and commentary stuff. too fun. i'm addicted to commentary tracks on dvds. something about learning how the directors/actors/etc. envisioned a film while it's happening is like, film appreciation 101. there's always insight, or that amazing *thing* the director threw in for ____ value that goes unnoticed. so very cool.

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